Oh My brother!

How are you doing...

What a profound post.. does it really invite us for debates.. I doubt tough.. it is a mere acknowledgement of facts of right or wrong or silence that descends.. if we were to be able to gauze something.. it could only be that centuries around there has been debate of what is wrong and what is right.. yet one behaves the way one really behaves.. we ought to act at all the times.. some of it.. what we may think right in our context may appear wrong to others in their context.. yet again it is more of corollary to your observations and not a point that needs to be mooted upon.. quite, quite an interesting post..

I know I do sometimes especially in poetic frame of mind become somewhat abstract somewhat less easily understood.. somewhat better understood by some and not understood at all by another set of people.. it is all right.. it could actually be wrong by some definitions though.. no, no, I am still in no mood to debate.. I simply reaffirm my faith in you.. that you have assimilated some of the observations here in quite prolific manner to just think aloud for all of us.. I for example do give lot of weightage to speaking the truth but at times I would not mind taking the path of that Rishi who told the lie to save the cow.. one sin sometimes appear to be bigger than the other sin.. in such cases wrong becomes the right and vice versa.. Am I compounding the problems.. I leave it abruptly at this point..

Wishing you the peace.. the peace which you had not known knowing the errors within you and errors outside.. it could only be highly appropriate to remain in no peace to set some of the things right.. right in everyone's perspective.. that alone is the single most important factor in this life.. the peace is not important to me either.. yet we all talk of peace for the world.. Is it dualistic in nature or is it the unfailing truth.. struggle I assume is what Dr. Bachchan wanted to suggest.. the constant struggle within us to correct ourselves as much as is possible.. when he said..

maine shanti nahi maani hai..

Chalo bhaai ab aap logon ko adhik bore nahi karta.. I did struggle to get the pass for Bachchan Sandhya which I finally got and when I had VIP passes for yesterday's Manna Dey Sahab's program.. I could not make it there at Bhavan's Andheri complex.. it is all right.. life is just like that.. I had to attend the terminally ill Mahesh bhaai with cancer instead.. there are quite a few like Tumpa Bon et al. who had sought of his condition.. all I can say is I don't really know.. I don't know how long he lives.. I don't know if miracles can help him.. I don't know if his condition is ever going to improve.. I know it is not..

Cancer once it has spread to other parts of the system from its original site becomes all the more tricky.. it is a collective failure of humanity to have not understood the origin and management of Cancer in the first place and another to have no means to stop its Metastasis.. These answers are not really simple despite all the funding the world over has been invested over hundreds of years of research and development.. even after a great understanding of the disease and some aspects of its management.. The final clue to a cure is a bit too obscure.. fairly unsure.. yet we must endure..

Oh.. I have continued far too much into it after resigning from the post.. this time in the main post unlike in the post scripts in the earlier days..

Love Respect and Regards

Abhaya Sharma

Zindagi kaisi hai paheli haay

Kabhi to hansaaye

Kabhi yeh rulaaye

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Hoga maseeha saamane tere

Phir bhi na tu bach paayega

Tera apana ..

Asmaan mein

Asmaan mein udane vale mitti mei mil jayaega

Kasme Vaade pyaar vafa sab baatein hai

Baton ka kyaa

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Maan ka dil banakr kabhi seene se lag jaata hai tu

Aur kabhi nanhi si beti banake yaad aata hai tu..

Jitana yaad aata hai mujhako utana tadpata hai tu..

Tujhpe dil kurbaan …

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Sapane chhalate hi rahe

Roj nai raahon se

Koi guajara hai

Abhi abhi baahon se

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Hansane ki chaah ne

Kitana mujhe rulaya hai

Koi hamdard nahi dard mera saaya hai

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Sur na saje

Kya gaaon main

Sur ke bina

Jeevan soona

Sur na saje.

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(The post on day 634 of Brother Amitabh Bachchan's blog. 16 January 2010)